I mean, I have my moments where I just get sad and over-think shit, but who doesn’t?
But overall.. I have a job, amazing friends, getting closer to my family, and finally giving back to people who have given soooo much to me. What else can I ask for?.. I won’t ask for anything. (= If anything comes my way that doesn’t give me negative shit then, welcomeee! :D
Everyone always ask why am I like this? I wouldn’t be like this if it hasn’t happened to me SOOOO many times. 2 is a coincidence and 3 is a pattern, mothafucka, this has happened to me like a bajillion times. If you know me, you know I’m the type to not give any fucks at all. It’s just too much to handle sometimes, it’s just too much to care.
I value honesty and the truth. I feel like once I’ve been lied to and I find out, it’s like,”What else are you hiding?” And I hate that. Because then I start to wonder, and question, and even just have doubt. I do believe that honesty is the best policy. It’s one of the main keys to a healthy relationship and it helps to keep the slate clean. Once you find out that someone did you wrong by a lie or an action, and even if they apologize and you forgive them, the pain and thought always stays with you in the back of your mind, until it gets bearable. At least that’s how it is for me. Because in the end, are people really sorry for what they did, or sorry that they were just caught?